I have been remembering my past lately. I have been so triggered by the events that had happened. Just having a relationship with my ex when I was 21. That has been a reoccurring event that I have been reminiscing with. That has been a tough one for me. I have been thinking about how hard it was to be with him. How the distance was difficult. He was more difficult. I have been remembering how I didn’t like his vibe. How I felt like I wasn’t appreciated by him enough. Why does it bother me this much two years later? I am in a better relationship that is healthy and I am super comfortable with my present boyfriend. I am in a comfortable position in life. Why am I starting to look back on my past and start remembering every little detail that I didn’t like about my ex?