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Challenge accepted. I can, and will, lose 19 kgs by 31st May 2019. Mark. My. Words. I have done it before - I will do it again. Time to get back into shape.

Hi Everyone, I have done some houseskeeping on the site. The Lessons will be split by the intended audience as previously announced. Some prep work is already done. Feel free to check it out

One of the methods of manipulation is to inoculate individuals with the bourgeois appetite for personal success.

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hunny it’s been half an hour I don’t care what 1.7 gigabytes mean but bleas-

Why are u breaking up with me?

Honest answer:

I want to go prance around the world alone eating gelato and pasta and meeting all sorts of new people ALONE and I get travel privileges but I only intend on sharing those with my close family and remember that time u asked me to come to ottawa and ur mother very innocently but very pettily said “ I want to get her in a car so I can ask her about all the places she’s travelled ” even though she knew very well I hadn’t travelled anywhere and was just trying to keep her nose up in the air and boost her ego? Well I can’t fuck with that noise and look who’s laughing now? So

I love you

I will always love myself more

More and more and more and more

Holiday family meetings are always so traumatizing. Fortunately, this time i runned away from table (to spend time with kids from my family, they’re always better companion), before they started asking me difficult questions. Listening to their stupid, boring, fake conversations and points of view (so different from mine) was enough already. Plus my grandma telling me i’m an idiot, bc i don’t eat meat, lol. Most of my mom’s family are conservative catholics. My dad’s family is the complete opposite, so tomorrow’s meeting should be much nicer. 

i’m crying for the third time in 12 hours - and i hardly ever cry. i’m so ashamed of myself and everything i do. i don’t deserve friendship or kindness or love or empathy. when did i get like this? was it really caused by trauma, or is that a handy excuse? …maybe i am just a terrible, manipulative mess. in which case, i deserve everything i get.

verylightpuppy  asked:

Wenn du eine Sache in der Vergangenheit ändern könntest, was wäre es ?

Ich habe vieles gemacht, von dem ich heute sage “hätte ich es besser gelassen/anders gemacht”. Das geht von Beziehungen, über Freundschaften bis hin zu Streitereien mit meinen Eltern. Aber ich glabe das, was ich am liebsten ändern würde, wäre die Entscheidung, an welche Schule ich gehe, um mein Abi nachholen. Ich hätte niemals WGI genommen, hätte ich damals gewusst, was ich heute weiß. Viel eher hätte ich mich fürs BTG oder fürs SG entschieden…. Aber leider kann man nichts ändern… Nur besser machen bzw das beste draus machen.