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we are fooled around the world, has strong but does not know who is (as if there is no guidance in davos) my kids know who is. why do they want us to unmask them ....why a , why a Greta, why..why..




"Livin' my life, sin after sin Night rolls up and I do it again Oh my god, look what the cat dragged in" - Poison (Look What the Cat Dragged In)






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Tonight we play in full band mode. This is a free show at The Brunswick Hove (Cellar Bar) with Rex Speedway & The Denim Avengers and The Damn Shebang supporting. 'Thylacine' full lyrics at STREAM ON SPOTIFY -






















Keep rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'! (What?) Keep rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'! (Come on!) Keep rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'! (Yeah!) Keep rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'! ' 🤸🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🎶




"Walking down the street Distant memories Are buried in the past forever" - Scorpions (Wind of Change)






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NEVER LET ME GO - FLORENCE + THE MACHINE (ink on paper)

LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND - SLEEPING WITH SIRENS

“When you look at my life, tell me what do you see?

I’m only human, so don’t expect too much from me

I lost my faith, what have I become?

I don’t think I can be safe from what I’m running for

Will you remember me

If I were to fall into the sky?

And what will they think of me

If I leave it all behind?

When I leave it all behind?

Would you be so surprised if I gave up tonight?

I’m barely breathing, I wanna kill the pain I feel inside

But I won’t quit for the people I love

So I’ll say I’m fine until the day I fucking see the light

Will you remember me

If I were to fall into the sky?

And what will they think of me

If I leave it all behind?

When I leave it all behind?

If you feel like you are nothing

If you feel like letting go

I’ll be your hope when you are hopeless

Together, we are not alone

You’re not alone

Will you remember me (remember me)

If I were to fall into the sky? (Fall into the sky)

And what will they think of me (think of me)

If I leave it all behind?

When I leave it all behind?

Yeah”

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Taiwanese Mandarin version Lyrics

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Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey

She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s a-time to change, hey, hey

Since the return of her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Hey, hey

But tell me
did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way
to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?
Tell me
did you fall from a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were
looking for yourself out there?

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae-Bo
Reminds me that there’s a-room to grow, hey, hey, yeah

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as
Plain ol’ Jane, told a story about a man
who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

But tell me
did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were
looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze-dried romance
Five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me

But tell me
did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way?And tell me
did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

And tell me
did you fall from a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were
looking for yourself?

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day?

And did you fall from a shooting star?
fall from a shooting star?

And are you lonely looking for yourself out there?

-Trane, ‘Drops of Jupiter’
Drops of Jupiter (2001)

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“Mississippi in the middle of a dry spell
Jimmy Rodgers on the Victrola up high
Mama’s dancin’ with baby on her shoulder
The sun is settin’ like molasses in the sky
The boy could sing, knew how to move ev'rything
Always wanting more, he’d leave you longing for

Black velvet and that little boy smile
Black velvet with that slow southern style
A new religion that’ll bring you to your knees
Black velvet if you please

Up in Memphis the music’s like a heat wave
White Lightnin’ bound to drive you wild
Mama’s baby’s in the heart of ev'ry school girl
“Love Me Tender” leaves ‘em cryin’ in the aisle
The way he moved, it was a sin, so sweet and true
Always wanting more, he’d leave you longing for

Black velvet and that little boy smile
Black velvet and that slow southern style
A new religion that’ll bring you to your knees
Black velvet if you please

Ev'ry word of ev'ry song that he sang was for you
In a flash he was gone, it happened so soon
What could you do?Black velvet and that little boy smile
Black velvet in that slow southern style
A new religion that’ll bring you to your knees
Black velvet if you please

Black velvet and that little boy smile
Black velvet in that slow southern style
A new religion that’ll bring you to your knees
Black velvet if you please

If you please
If you please
If you please

-Alannah Miles ‘Black Velvet’
Black Velvet (2008)

“Diary …                                                                   December 14, 1986


I dreamed about BOB last night. Not a real nice dream at all, a little sick in my opinion because I have so much hatred for the way he spoiled me, made me feel ugly and bad for wanting love or affection. He ruined all of my pride and self-esteem for the longest time…

I could only be pretty and sweet, because pretty and sweet was easy…good grades even better. No one wanted me…

I wouldn’t even let on that I knew what sex was,


He did ruin me, didn’t he? I mean, in the dream he came to the window at Leo’s and saw me. I was a nastier scene in the dream than it was last night in reality. He kept showing this image of me again and again,


And then he was standing by the tree and he said, 

YOU WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO ANY OF THAT IF IT WEREN’T FOR ME.


I told him he was wrong. I told him I learned all that he saw when I was alone, so that I could do something to make myself feel good and be able to heal the wounds that he made…


He said,

”OH YEAH, THEN WHY DO YOU WANT LEO TO TIE YOU UP, MAYBE EAT YOU THAT WAY, MAKE YOU A SLAVEI KNOW YOU WANT IT…JUST THE WAY I TAUGHT YOU, LITTLE BITCH. I SAW YOU WITH THE WAND, PLAYING WITH YOURSELF…YOU WERE THINKING OF BAD BOY LEO, NOT BOBBY LITTLE BOY WHO WEEPS AFTER HE GETS FUCKED BY A LITTLE SLUT LIKE YOU”.


And I woke up. Ashamed. Horrified. Guilty. And I imagined him suddenly, right before me at the edge of my bed,


YOU FORGOT, LAURA,

I KNOW EVERYTHING, SEE EVERYTHING, GO ANYWHERE I WANT…

I COULD TELL YOU MORE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK ARE SECRETS THAN YOU COULD TELL YOURSELF! YOU LET YOUR GUARD DOWN, DIDN’T YOU, LET ME HAVE A NICE VACATION FROM THAT STENCH OF YOURS…THEN YOU HAD TO CALL ME BACK… RANCID LITTLE BITCH! YOU’RE PRETTY MEAN TO ME SOMETIMES WHEN YOU WRITE, AREN’T YOU! WE’LL HAVE TO FIX THAT. MAKE YOU LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO. I REMEMBER THAT… SOON YOU WILL TOO…


And then he disappeared. I need to do something that is right and good, TODAY!


Who in the fuck is he and why does he hate me so much?


I want to die, and to forget everything else. i can’t take it anymore! I begin to feel good and then someone makes me feel that I’m dirty. Then someone kisses me just right and I feel wanted and excited all over again…


I need to know if what I’m doing is right. I can’t let BOB be the one who taught me to wish to be tied up sometimes,


I don’t ever want to be hurt. I never have. I only want to play the games where I have to say dirty things sometimes, not mean things like BOB thinks, and if I am punished I am punished with sex, not pain.



BOB is not who puts these ideas in my head. I won’t let him be the one. These are my private thoughts. I’m afraid I’ll never make it in and out of another sexual experience, ever, without being afraid he will come and tell everyone lies about me.


If someone who loves me reads this years from now, please try not to hate me. i only feel the way I feel. I don’t hurt anyone else, and I don’t want to. I try every day to be better and more the way I think the world wants to see a girl like me.


But I am Laura. I am sad. God, I’m sad again! Why! I miss laughter and a day where time is spent with my friends who don’t care what I think of late at night. They don’t hate me for sometimes dreaming late at night, with my hand buried between my legs, ashamed, and of how I wish that my other hand would simply pull the trigger!


BOB, I forbid you to come to me ever again, in dreams or in reality. You are not welcome!

I HATE YOU!


I feel so alone…,


Laura

I HAVE COME


Don’t think of crying tonight

It’s true you heard my voice calling out to you

Do you really think I’d leave you all alone?

I would never dream of letting you down


I have come


You decided to sit and to wait

But you know me, I’m always fashionably late

Head in the clouds, world spinning ‘round

I know when I’m due, no matter my cue


I have come


The grass is greener than it has ever been

And you have just fallen in love all over again

And I cannot control all the emotions of the day

Or for all the past mistakes I have to pay


I have come


Wrap up your presents with bows

And I have my duty to care

And care what you think

And that’s only half of what’s fair


I have come


You never sold me short

And I’ll never forget that

I always felt the warmth of your hug

No matter how cold I had got


I have come


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