I’m being able to see all the signs, but idk how to keep myself from becoming depressed or let alone keep it from creeping around the corner while it’s looking at me like I’m a five course meal. I mean I know what to do to make it go away once I’m already stuck in it’s web of lies. I just can’t find a way to keep it away from my existence. It’s been throwing me shade for the longest. First it was the anger, and the mood swings. Now it’s the insomnia. I’m not trying to give up, because I promised myself last year that I will stay strong. It’s just so hard to keep a positive mindset and not let it take over me completely.
Me, happily going to bed : “Time to dream about