I want to go back to that morning when I got up to leave and you pulled me back into bed and tickled me. I wanted to stay so badly, but Ollie and Lawrence heard me laughing from your room, they didn’t realise we’d gone home together, and then I just felt like I had to leave. We’re friends, but we’ve also always been so flirty. And it’d have been one thing if you were awkward after we drunkenly slept together, but that morning you weren’t, you pulled me back into bed when I went to leave. And I wonder if I’d stayed, would we have kissed? And then would it all be different? Or am I making this in to a way bigger deal that it was?