hey i wanted 2 publicly apologize 4 my outburst th other day. i said a lot ov shit i shouldnt have and took my negativity out on whoever it was that sent that ask and it waznt ok. i need 2 b better.
ive noticed that liek.. i havent been stimming th way i used 2 in a while. no happy stimz. no flapping. i still rock on occassion, when im sitting down. but more often i hit or bite myself now. & my ticz are getting more difficult generally, liek when im not out ov it. ive talked 2 other ppl with tourettes about it b4, and i know our ticz tend 2 quiet down when we are focusing, az mine do, but it also seemz mine kinda fade away whenever im dissociating too. not in a good way, not in th way it getz when i have calm periodz. itz more liek i cant move my body so my brain iznt sending th signalz my tourettes takez 2 tic. i feel liek im shutting down, and itz scary.