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Yesterday , me and momma went out to look for cars and stumbled across an ad in Arlington . We made our drive out there and she mentioned to visit my uncle ( who works out there , but haven’t seen in years ) since we were gonna be all the way fuck out there . After the dealership , we went to the restuarant and to be honest , I was kinda nervous . He’s the uncle that shows tough love through yelling and if we say one wrong thing , we would never hear the end of it ( that’s where I get my character trait from . The Su brothers lmao ) . So basically I was nervous bc I didn’t wanna get bitched at lmaoooo !Through the roasted pork and bbq duck , ( my fatass was so excited to eat the mf duck boiiiiiiiii helllll the fucccc yaaaa ) I see my uncle . He’s getting older and I’m feeling guilty bc it has taken me years to go see him . He’s the type to work hard to make sure his family can live a comfortable life. (Which I respect so much …. but also don’t forget to live your life too ! )We ordered our food and of course the cashier didn’t want to take our money bc we are family . My mom left cash anyway bc we weren’t there for free food . We wanted to see him , and see how he was doing . Uncle goes to make the rest of our food and me and momma took a seat . Shortly after we sat down , uncle comes back out and I pat on the seat next to me ,and told him to take a breather . We updated each other about the life and of course he asks if I have a boyfriend LMAOOOO my smart ass responded :” I AINT need a boyfriend uncle ..I need a mofuckin husband.” Then, he tells me that it’s been years that we’ve seen each other and he asks me why it’s taken me this long to visit . So much guilt built up when he asked me that I almost wanted to cry ( Don’t mind me tho I’m on my period LOL ). When I went to hug him bye, I took a good look at him and he reminded me so much of my father . From looks to character , it almost felt like I was hugging my father . I could tell he was happy to see me and I’m glad we got to pay him a visit . I’m gonna make more of an effort to check on him , because we often get so caught up in life to remember that they’re getting older.
It ain’t much of a story here, but my point is to cherish the ones you have above ground. Once they’re gone , you won’t have anything left but memories of you not making time for them while they were here . I’d kill to have one last convo , last hug , last meal with my dad knowing that it was gonna be our last . See but the thing is , you won’t ever know if it’s going to be the last convo you’re ever gonna have with that person . So don’t take a single moment for granted and just live it to the fuckin fullest .
Man , I miss my father . Hope y’all had a good Father’s Day . Minus the tornado sirens and warnings of course lol
Thank you for taking the time out your life to tune in with mine . Let’s grow . Let’s thrive . Let’s prosper.