life really comes at you fast, and sometimes it hits you in the most unexpected ways. I really tried to learn and grow, but I wanted to rush myself so fast that I just stunted my own growth. how incredibly self-destructive of me. either way, I am grateful because I am at the perfect age where this is not the worst decision in my life. part of growing up is just realizing you have to, and after my inner childish tantrum, I realize it’s the next step for me, for me to evolve into a better person. hopefully this phase in my life taught me a lesson and hopefully the future won’t scare me as much. growing up is just what happens, as much as I hate it, it’s already happened, regardless of what I want.
to an exciting next adventure *cheers*