just imagine that you are in your 30s having life of your dream& people who make u cry because of your endless laugh and jokes. came back home feeling delightful and everything in the world seems so insignificant.
then u came into your kitchen, took a bottle of wine and a book that uve always wanted to read. and u just look through pages, thinking how happy you are.
u truly live the moment and enjoy ur life. and the most important thing is that u need nobody to make u feel alive. because u do it for yourself. you are your own hero.
one day u will get out of that shit that u put yourself into. u will survive. get stronger. this darkness wont be here all the time.