I’m not always here for u
*insert It’s Been Awhile by Staind*
I honestly forgot about this platform, which is surprising because I used Tumblr a lot as an angsty teen. I have been in the mood lately to write, but I have been so busy I have continuously put it on the back burner. I am going through a huge change in life because I am…almost 7 months pregnant.
This experience has been life-changing and I know it’s obviously only going to be crazier when my baby is finally here. I feel as though time has slipped by and I’m so nervous to give birth. As a first time mom, I know these feelings are absolutely normal and expected.
The changes I have experienced in the past 7 months are endless. I feel as though I’ve grown so much as a person. I have an entirely new purpose in life. I remember before I got pregnant, I felt sad and questioned what exactly my purpose was. As soon as I found out I was pregnant, that all changed. I became amazed at the what my body is capable of doing. That amazement has continued to grow and my body has grown and changed for this life inside of me. It isn’t always easy to look at my body and see all of the purple/red angry stretch marks. But I am fueling my mind with positive thoughts. My body is meant for this. My body is stretching to make room for this baby and that is more than okay.
Anyways, I plan to come here and write when I have the time, which should be much more frequent soon. I will be working until the end of March and then I get to start my journey as a stay at home mom!