A great deal of time and effort are put into hobbies, a well rounded hobby may even earn you some cash and hails of compliments on how talented and dedicated you are, but not me. I am someone who cannot focus- my soul, something so dark like a morning pot of coffee, can never be satiated- I make it a hobby to explore new things, and well, forget old things.
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A great deal of interest and uninterest have been laid out across my table. Sometimes, I do think that my soul is a black hole that can never be filled- whatever draws near, just magically disappears. It is in my great interest to learn and absorb things, but a lot of things I discard like a cigarette butt when I no longer care for it. This post is just about the many great fads I’ve had in my life, and some of them are really interesting things that may catch your eye.
Who has not tried painting? Every aspiring artist has, maybe tried to sought for the mastery in painting. I love painting, or maybe the idea of excelling in it. I loved the hues and textures of colors, the semblance of art into life and what not, but to be really honest, I just used a stencil to paint good. AND I TELL YOU it is a bitch when you try to let it dry out, because some paintings would need weeks just for it to do that. One of the reasons I painted is for therapy, I wanted to express my emotions and turn it into beautiful art, but what it really was, was just a big mess.
2.) Taking care of pets
I did own a wide array of pets in the past. The reason they are gone or were given away is that- when a person who has depression gets into an episode, they lose things they were once interested in- which is what happens every time in my case. I owned 2 hedgehogs, 2 scorpions, 3 turtles, 2 lizards, a snake, and a whole lot of fishes. I was such a bad owner to them. I vow to never get pets til I get my shit straight.
Millennials and their vapes. Yes, I went through the vaping stage. It just seemed so cool and very up-to-date at the time. It was later then I realized that caring for a vape was expensive as hell. Not to mention that it was pointless as hell, plus it was really pointless puffing vapor in and out of your mouth.
4.) Nature Friendly
I tried eating healthy, I was very conscious of my water intakes and meat I was consuming. I didn’t feel “great” or stuff like that for eating clean and living clean, I just felt it was very tedious and boring. There was once where I bought succulents and somebody stole them. What is wrong with me and taking care of living things. I also did a whole litter of eco brick, which I did not get to finish.
I know that consistency isn’t one of my fortes, but maybe in the far future, I will get back to these things that once what interested me. I’m still so very much aware of what plastic is doing to our environment, I still love animals and plants, I still want to paint and express myself. It will be there when I want it, I just need to find better outlets to replace them in their stead for the meantime. Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk.