i’m that one ana who gets annoyed when someone says their hungry.
this morning i woke up at 6am with stabbing pains in my stomach. i went to the bathroom and had horrible diarrhoea. i then needed to vomit. my vision was completely blurred. i had to make my way to the kitchen. then crawl and get myself some water. i was walking down my hall wall and had to yell for my mum to help me. i collapsed. the cup with my water smashed my mouth and i now have a cut and nearly broke my tooth. i wasn’t able to get up. it took all my strength to get back to bed. the hot flushes and coldness comes and goes. and this is just one day in my life. this is anorexia. and this. this should not be glamourised. and this should not be someone’s goal. so please. if ur reading this while going through tumblr looking for inspo. stop now. it’s NOT worth the pain baby. save yourself. eat healthy. exercise in moderation. nurioush ur body. don’t tear it down.
Nathan, au calme.
It’s that kinda night.
@cathywolf on ig
I’m insanely bored, but since I started this new Tumblr I lost all my followers so there’s never anything new in my feed so not even that is fun right now. Guess I’ll just get lethally stoned and stare at the wall…
I don’t understand my BED. I have no junk food in the house, first time in forever.
I ate so much meat and rice. WTF. I don’t even like rice.
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14.08 - Byzantium
This is “Comfort.” I am chopped liver.
Burnt flat strange bed. This is where I sleep…and my god is it comfortable!
Doesn’t matter x, y, or z, if it’s comfortable I am there…
I listen down the wooded, gravel pathway and hear what I am listening for…!
I despise the wild but am very wild. I am like a tutu’d puppy in the lap of luxury!
I am one of those “unreliable narrators” you keep hearing about, I guess…
Someone once said loving me is like stepping on a top-hatted rattlesnake and I don’t think it was a compliment.
I made my bed
Now I have to lay in it
Come lay in it with me
You helped make it after all
Lay with me!!!!