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So like I said before I want to post about my life , fuck it . I’ll use this blog for what it’s for .
It’s 2:22 am. I just logged back into twitter after a really long time. I read the conversations between my boyfriend and I from over 2 years ago. Just re-reading the conversation, made me feel so grateful that we have come so far ..
We have been together for 3 ½ years now (•11-24-2015•)
During our 2 ½ year mark , it was really rough. We had been living together since the end of 2017 . It was getting to the point where we’d argue everyday. It even got to the point where we thought we were going to end things . We didn’t , thankfully . But it was still continuous arguing .
I made really bad decision .. and when he found out it broke his heart and I thought “ he’s going to leave me.. I can’t blame him for being so hurt . I know I fucked up.”
But he didn’t leave …
We talked about how we felt and what happened and started rebuilding because we both knew what had caused actions and feelings to get so low. And we both wanted to fight through and make it work.
Now, a year later .
We are doing so much better .. both happier and are certain about our love. We communicate and make sure shit gets handled .
And seeing how we are now 20&21 and how much love there is between us made me cry. Happy tears no doubt . I will forever fight to prove to him that he is the one I will marry and build with for the rest of our lives ❤️
Well that’s a long ass ramble . Definitely was something I never typed out before.. hmm.